Chagrin

Naomi can't stand that. Can't support it. Can't talk about it. After Marylin's death, a lot of Brazilians started to write e-mails to her about the santicty of her daughter. She had to create an account in Orkut, which is a foolish thing infested with Brazilians who write in español to her. She tried to discover what that means in an online translator, but finally, when a boy write to her in English, she discovered that people speaks Portuguese. With the message of the boy and the automatic translator, Naomi figured out that her own daughter was some kind of a gothic chanteuse. She recorded her songs alone in her room with a computer and used Myspace and the goddamned Orkut to spread the music. Nobody cares about her in US, but she was able to create some kind of a cult in Brazil. If she just can discover the password, she'll cancel Marylin's profile and all the crap people write about her in Orkut. Now even journalists from big Brazilian newspapers phone to her to ask about her personal life, because of Marilyn's (who was known as Lady Dark Blues) lyrics. Marilyn sang about Naomi at last in three songs. But Naomi never have acknowledge of that and never really knew Marilyn since she becames a teenager, even living with her since her birth until her suicide (she was 20 years old, that was so unfair), but Marilyn seems to knew everything about her mom.