Are we walking together when we become old?

It was sixteen years ago. Now she is ugly and this is not fair. Maybe I have some responsibility in her precocious aging. I can’t comprehend why most of the men despise women in the next day after getting laid. All of them are like a gift from Satyr. But I did the same with her. I was a kid, but this is no excuse, I feel like a kind of a rapist now, even it was consensual. A rapist of souls. And I can’t avoid look to her I.D. around the neck. She got my surname. So it was her destiny, really. Did he get acknowledge about us?